spend and spend

What a month of spending. I think majority of the spending were spent on transport.

and to my surprise, for this month, the biggest jump on the type of expenditure turns out to be in cab/taxi.

spent $32 on the 2nd weekend. in which $14 of that cab fees, i was never in the cab.
then $8 on the 3rd weekend.
$27 on the 4th weeks.

and in total, it's $67. from a jump from $0 to $67. ahh..very painful eh.

of course, that hasn't include other expenses like transport by bus, cover charge for clubbing, meals, entertainment and misc.

God, pls curb my expenditure. It's very unhealthy to spend in such a manner.

there's an old saying, saying that ppl will keep continue to owe and owe if the things the other party hasn't return the stuff they owe for the new year.

end of the month; end of the year

work ended quite smoothly today. no hidcups except that i haven't do my monthly report.

woke up late because my alarm didn't go off as the time i set was 6.30pm. -.- so everything was in a rush. as a result, i was late.

but luckily for me, my supervisors weren't at work today.

hmm, kinda make a new thai friend online through ruth. she was there to teach me some simple thai language. and a word of caution, she told me to be very careful when making thai female as ur friend! haha

my dad opened up my laptop and attempted to fix the fan problem i told him about it. Look like seriously, they dun know how to open up the mouth and asked me whether can do it before hand or not.

Now for some reason, my laptop is lagging severly. and there's system warning keep popping up informing me that there is problem with the cooling system. ya, i know that my father had good intention. But, but.. aiya.. forget it. i dun even know whether u all get what i meant or not.

anyway, it's nothing new. They dun knock on the door before coming in to my room and luckily i'm a male not a female and i dun mind getting exposed in my room esp after bathing. they opened up letter which addressed to me. and my mother did one cock-iest thing on earth. that's to tell 2 of my sec sch female friends about my secret.

ehh, a secret that a female shouldn't know about a male. but nothing to worry, i'm not short of anything.

things that they do were so werid and i couldn't care about them.

Status: Fuming

what a month

had leave yesterday and luckily for me i wasn't recall back. but still, work related matters found way to me via my hp.

went out with my twin to river valley for "breakfast" when it was actually lunch. We had chicken rice. Initially, she wanted to bring me to a nice chicken rice shop but to her dismay, it seemed that it had wind down the business or maybe relocate their business elsewhere.

since we were there, we might as well settled down for another chicken rice stall.



actually, when i look at how the utensils are packed and how nice the wet tissue is presented, i started to think that the lunch will be quite expensive. haha..



look at how nice the pryamid of rice is presented to us. and we had some fried shrimp to go along with too.

Thought we can go to Great World City since it's quite near. But as we eat, it rained. so, my twin suggested that we can go vivo and catch a movie there.

i think it's so horrible at vivo watching movie even thought it was weekday yesterday by looking at the queue of ppl who were buying movie tix. so we went to axs machine and tried to book a pair of tix. Well, the AXS machine seemed to be playing with us. It just dun allow the transaction to go through despite trying for 4 times. and in the end, we went to queue up. -.-"

so i went shopping around as we have tonnes of time before the movie started. Spent nearly $100 over there. grr.. so horrible. Bought a jacket, shirt, khaki and 3 DVDs.

Watched Curse of the Golden Flower. I thought it had a nice story and storyline. but i felt it was quite boring for me. No doubt the set up and the scenery are nice.

As we went around, i saw 3 policemen standing outside BK. I thought it was quite inappropiate for them to buy packed food. Since they were standing outside BK, i assume there is at least another one inside BK.



one of them had a standing posture before i took a shot of them.

omg.. i'm killing one of my kind!

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Something that i didn't update for the past few weeks..

Raq hold to celebrate my bdae.
eh, thanks so much raq. and of course, not to forget thanks to ppl who turned up.
Raq, herself, Han loon, Sun Tian, Kaixiang, Shanshan and Yu Han.
Went to different places to eat. It was pretty fun and interesting. And lastly, everybody went to Mount Faber at the ending point.
Experienced 'snow'. yeah. it was nice.

Then, had christmas party in PNSD. I even forgot that there's a party, if not i would bring my camera down. Didn't capture any images.

Then it was when all the things went wrong

Had christmas steamboat in mad's house with mad, yj, sk and cass. and after some time, i decided to end the status with them. it was a difficult decision for me also. i think my lifestyle would been heavily affected. Though it's been slightly a week, i am still re-thinking of the decision. I hope it will get pass soon.

how life can be so contradicting sometimes. I wanted to strengthen the bonding from the start of the year and yet it ended before it's actually concrete. well.. it's a bit sad eh..

then, planned to have a outing on sat with my NS colleagues and the temp. staff who came to our office to do data verification. planned to take leave on thur and fri so that i could have a super long weekend to pass by. it worked out that i will not be working for 5 days. BUT,....
i was recalled by my supervisor to work on fri. because of HQ. and so coincidenly, when some of the data are finally put together on their side, it was a fri, which i suppose to be on leave. I can understand the urgent of the work. so, i volunteer to go down to work. therefore my fri leave is canceled.

and fri nite, received call from my supervisor that some work wasn't quite well-done and i decided to go down to office the next day [sat] to put things together. Like i mentioned earlier that the outing with my NS colleagues and the temp staffs was on sat morning. I decided to wake up at 6 am so that i could go office and finish my work earlier so that i am able to meet up with them on time.

BUT again, Nope.

Sent an email to her, telling her that i finished. and after some checks, she said that my job wasn't done. so, for the benefit of doubt, i decided to return back to office. I was at batok mrt at ard 9.45 am when i was about meet those ppl at jurong at 10 am. Knowing that I am sure to be late, I took a cab down to my office. I handed a $50 note to him for a $10 journey, he said he dun have any changes.

OMG! Nobody is there on sat. i was like freak out again. because that was what happened a couple of weeks ago. But God did me some favour, and i manage to pay the $10 fees.
Work, and i found nothing new to update. Notified my supervisor about this. meanwhile, my other friends at JE, were grumbling and complained. So, sorry guys. I didn't want that to happen too. And they waited me for 1.5 hrs.

In order to cut down any further waiting time, i booked a cab. the taxi driver call and he said he reached.so i hurriedly ran out to the main gate and i see no taxi waiting for me. And then come a taxi stopped, and i hopped in. a min later, i called the taxi driver that i took another taxi. and he scolded and cursed me like hell. SIGH. ok, my fault again, sorry uncle.
Paid the taxi driver, and i ran all the way up to meet them at Fuji Ice Palace for ICE SKATING!

Had hell losta of fun. it's so nice to see the temp staff again. Ice skate till 2.30 pm. and we went to partyworld to sing! Yeah, they said that i can sign up for proj superstar *chucks*. and then James went off first as he rushed home to settle some domestic stuff.

Went to bugis for dinner at Pasta Mania. and i bought a pendant for the thai gal for christmas. So, buddy, I need ur help to bring this down for her when u go thai next month. thanks in advance

So, sunday comes. meaning to say i have to paint house even though it was the eve of christmas. This is so demoralising. I wanted to go out, but can't. Worst thing of all, we have to continue painting, like Picasso (just that i paint on the wall and he painted on paper), on CHRISTMAS DAY! and they said,

"if you wanna go out, just go out lor, i can paint by ourselves"

wah lau, haha, with this sentence, it is as good as not to say. I meant, how can i just go out, rite?
My plan was to have a 5 days good break but but.. it turned out only 2/5 days are resting.

I WANNA WATCH (Death Note) and (Curse of the Golden Flower). Any companion?

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Good luck - good for the brain!>

Can you find the C? (Good exercise for the eyes!)

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Once you've found the C..........Find the 6

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Once you've found the 6... Find the N! (it's hard!!)

MMMMMMMMMMMMM MMMMMMMMMMMMM
MMMMMMMMMMMMM MMMMMMMNMMMMM
MMMMMMMMMMMMM MMMMMMMMMMMMM
MMMMMMMMMMMMM MMMMMMMMMMMMM
MMMMMMMMMMMMM MMMMMMMMMMMMM

i'm sorry for all those expectations, etc.. u mentioned.

but dun get me wrong.. it's not the present that i want. and the msn thing was long over since u explained it and i just said.. i know why poke complained. I might sound wrong, but i've never try to mean others and then to change to some other meaning.

i'm so surprised with the same 3 reactions.

i don't know whether you all are angry because:

1. i'm not giving any reason or,
2. because i decided i am not going to be with u all, or,
3. other reasons, etc...

whatever the reason is, i think you all are right. i'm irresponsible for not giving u all answers. I don't know whether this decision was a rash one.

I feel that i'm taken granted. that's what at least i'm feeling...

S
I think u're one that i love and dislike at the same time. I like the no. of times u called me and chatted with me, in the past. It was good.

and shortly after we re-communicate, ur birthday was coming. u said u wanna a skirt and i got that for you. and while doing window shopping, u said u wanan a top, but didnt' get it. I don't know whether you were trying to hint me or i'm thinking too much. but my intention was to get one for you. hopefully you will get cheer up or something.

then JY sms a week before my birthday last year saying wanan celebrate bdae for me.. etc.. i was happy, coz.. u and mad were in. then said, postpone because JY couldn't make it.

Alrite, i thought. so i waited and waited like a ____ even for months and months , hoping that i received somthing from either one of you all. But it never happened. u mentioned in ur blog that u felt bad for not having anything (other than u bdae sms wish), etc. I was like thinking it was nonsense. because, u said one thing and did another and ur blog entried a lot of fun and happening activity with mad and ur other friends. and i was like thinking, how effortless u were. i dun know what's ur reason. but that's what i felt.

U and JY had a kind of bdae celebration with ur colleague. maybe it's due to work committment and time differences. so i was like thinking, "what am i actually to both of u, etc.." when u said all those in ur blog. it jsut doesnt' tally..

I can understand what poke was feeling about ur blocked msn thingy. (never mind about she accused u of blocking her). but i think that was something i brought up early this year. so i dun wish to talk more.

Y
well, i think u really have nothing to do with that. it's very very unfair to you. All i know, i still treasure you. bought u present since i thought i bought SK present a year ago, and didn't for last year. so i thought it's fair in treatment somewhere this year. so chose that brand. and that's something i dun wish to own because it's too expensive for me. yup

M
u contributed in planning for my bdae celebration. and thanks for that effort. Hmm, i know u dun like a person. and when she initated to me that she wishes to get a present for you. I dun know whether u will acccept or not but i know u kinda her, so i chipped in the present hoping it can cushion the negative impact despite that i already shared another present.
hmm, btw, Good luck for ur final paper later on.

I meant, i felt i'm taxed on my energy, finance, etc... I think and feel i am giving out a lot than receiving in. ok, u all might argue we didn't ask u to commit so much. and btw, I didn't say i wanna break off all contacts. I only said dun call me out unnecessary, if there is.

i'm not a sweet talker. not going to say anything nice out from these. i'm lost, coz i never expect such a strong reaction from the 3 of u all. in fact, i expect no reaction from u all.

i'm not sure what will happen next. i can only react on step-by-step and yup, i started everything. but i thought it was enough though it was quite unwillingly.

but of course, if u all hate me, u all should feel so rightfully

Home Sweet Home

alrite, after spending so much, i decided to put a stop to my spending power.

and yes, for the next 2 months, dun call me out and vice versa. my timetable will be:

Mon - Fri

Work, Home

Sat - Sun

Soccer (gotta source for one), Home

for the next 2 months. and yes. that's all

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While walking down the street one day, an MP from the People's Action Party (PAP) is tragically hit by a truck and killed. Hissoul arrives in Heaven and is met by St. Peter at the entrance.

"Welcome to Heaven," says St. Peter. "Before you settle in, itseems there is a problem. We seldom see a high official aroundthese parts, you see, so we're not sure what to do with you."

"No problem, just let me in," says the MP.

"Well, I'd like to, but I have orders from higher up. What we'lldo is have you spend one day in Hell and one in Heaven. Then youcan choose where to spend eternity."

"There's no need! I want to be in Heaven," says the MP.

"I'm sorry, but we have our rules." And with that, St. Peter escorts him to the elevator, the doors open, and he rides the elevator down, down, down. When the doors open again, the MP finds himself in the middle of a beautiful green golf course. In the distance is a club, and standing in front of it are all his friends and other politicians who had worked with him.

Everyone is very happy and in formal dress. They run to greet him, and they reminisce about the good times they had while getting rich at the expense of the people. They play a friendly game of golf and then dine on lobster and caviar.

Also present is the Devil, who is a very friendly guy who has agood time dancing and telling jokes. They are having such a goodtime that, before the senator realizes it, it is time to go. Everyone gives him a big hug and waves while the elevator rises.The elevator goes up, up, up, and the door reopens in Heaven where St. Peter is waiting for him.

So 24 hours pass with the MP joining a group of contentedsouls moving from cloud to cloud, playing the harp and singing. They have a good time and, before he realizes it, the 24 hours have gone by, and St. Peter returns.

"Well, you've spent a day in Hell and another in Heaven. Now,you must choose where you want to spend eternity."

He reflects for a minute and then answers, "Well, I wouldnever would have thought it, I mean Heaven has been delightful,but I think I would be better satisfied in Hell."

So Saint Peter escorts him to the elevator, and down, down,down he goes into Hell. Now, the doors of the elevator open, and he is in the middle of a barren land covered with waste and garbage. He sees all his friends dressed in rags, picking up the trash and putting it in black bags. And it's hot, hot,hot, and the odor is just horrible. Sweltering hot. Hot andmiserable. The Devil comes over to him and smoothly lays his arm around his shoulder.

"I don't understand," stammers the MP. "The day before Iwas here, and there was a golf course and club, and we atelobster and caviar and danced and had a great time. Now all there is is a waste land full of garbage, and my friends look miserable."

The Devil looks at the MP, smiles, and says,

"Yesterday we were campaigning. Today you voted for us."

Anyway, this is just for a joke. plus i'm a responsible blogger. so i must state that very clearly in this entry. if not i will being charged by the govt.

pls remember, this is purely a HARMLESS political joke

Helpful? No, it's call stupid

Looking at the playground nearest to my house, thinking how much fun i had at that area when i was small. Happy, Delighted and Sad as well.

An incident that still sticked to me which happened along the pavement in front of the playground.

I remembered i was cycling around the round at the playground area. There, at the pavement which was inclined, I sawa couple walking towards me and to the same direction that i was heading.

She was pregnant at that time. and her husband was walking beside her. I decided to slow down and let them pass through.

AND They strolled slowly. (Look, it's stroll + slow = ultra slow).

While cycling on the upward pavement, plus that i couldn't speed up on my bic, therefore i couldn't balance myself on the bic. So every few metre i moved, i had to get both my legs down to balance myself and the bic.

and this Uncle suddenly said:

"If you don't know how to cycle, then don't come out and cycle." "Keep falling off from your bicycle". "So stupid"

I feel the heat after hearing what he said. I was damn angry and pissed. I let them them through and didn't want to overtake because i spare a thought for his pregnant wife.

and that incident tells me i shall only help certain ppl they deserved. so, i wouldn't labelled as stupid.


just hope that the child they had is my friend.

Finally my SMS will hit 1000 count. and i'm struggling not to use it before 10 of this month. Didn't expect that i am on leave today as i told my supervisor that i'm gonna cancel it as i have a lot of thing to do. Oh well, she approved it on my leave form so i took it as my tue leave is still on.

anyway.. went to have lot one to have lunch with Raq. Headed to lot one after realising that i didn't buy some stuff from NTUC FairPrice.

and i thought this is interesting and i tok this pic down.



pls look at the price tag.

1 px cost $1.70 and the cost of 2 px will cost you $3.40

but with the Promotion, it cost $3.35

indeed it's a FAIR PRICE.

other than this, nothing much happened today..

I think today is Thai King's 79th birthday. And i heard from interview over the Radio Stations. He actually knew 7 different Euro languages. Like to play musical instruments. and his favourite is Saxaphone.

Hmm, well, speaking of Thai, that made me remeber the gal i knew when i was in Thai. We didn't communicate on the 2nd week of fri. and yes, i kinda miss her. :p

so, i hope, i can see her online or her reply from my email to her.


Q) There are 3 male and 1 female pencils in a box. The female pencil got pregnant. Which male pencil is responsible??

A) The pencil without rubber

Di*k

There's one frustration on somethng that i told my parents and seriously i think i can't communicate anything with them.

the topic is very very sensitive and personal. I'm not quite bother how are you all going to see me. but this is to give you an insight how big communication gap i have with my parents. If u feel not like reading the top portion of this entry, then kindly skip to the 2nd half. Thank you

It goes like this:

I was in kitchen one of the evening. And i told my mum that i think i have a small dick.

Mum: Are you sure?
Me: Ya. (stripping my short down)
Mum: (after looking at it) I'm not pretty sure of it. Maybe you can ask your dad to check it out. Anyway, asian dicks are not big also.

Dad came along after called by my mum

Mum: Your son got something to ask you
Me: (pointing my finger down to my dick) it's regarding this
Dad: *Puzzled*
Me: (pointing even nearer to my dick)
Dad: *still looking puzzled*
Me: (I feel so fed up talking with them, but never mind, maybe they dun understand)
Mum-Dad: Aiyo, you stupid or what, ur son is pointing to his dick la
Dad: *understood now* Ok, so what happen?
Me: I think my dick is quite small. what do you think?
Dad: I think it looks ok
Mum-Me: Why dun you let ur dad see ur dick so he can know ur actual size
Me: Nah, never mind. Can't change my dick size anyway, so no point seeing

After the above conversation, i headed to bathroom for a bathe. After some time, my dad came along and chatted with me about the topic we all had.

Dad: Will ur dick enlarge when u're urgent after waking up?
Me: Yes
Dad: then ok lor, dun think so much la, then it's 'working' (referring that i'm potent) what.

Upon hearing that, i feel even more frustrated.

Me: I'm not talking about whether my dick can go enlarge or not, or to say whether i can have sex or not. But i'm talking about my dick size.

and i let out a loud AIYO to my dad.

SIGH.

hmm, seriously, i really dun have anyone to share what my thoughts are. coz my parents dun even know my real concern, despite i talked straight to them that i think my dick is small.

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An aftermath of 2 consecutive days of leave, it's quite difficult to get back to working life. nevertheless, i still have to go.

work was fine, with some hidccups. Work with the 3 temp staffs are quite interesting too. They brought life to the guys. well, i'm not going to talk anything about these because i've a lot of negative things to talk about. but... never mind eh.. better not to start first, coz it's no ending

side-stepping this, was suppose to meet up with my sun nu to watch Happy Feet at Jurong East Entertaiment, but was later change to Ikea trip with my daugther and sun nu.

hmm, waited for them as i reached first. It seemed my luck was pretty down on that day as I waited for unbeliveble long time waiting for bus all day long. Starting 188, then 985, to work. Then 186, 195 to Ikea. BUT, they were even later than me. but never mind of that. i actually waited for a ppl for 1+ hr *YAWN*

went for dinner.



i dun actually feel like eating my dinner. but i was hungry.. i had no more other choice.

went shopping afterwards,



a happy ikea shopper



Team Shopper

and lastly, photos of me being bullied



Remember the John Little commercial ads? I feel like the guy who carried everything for them.

22nd birthday

Wed

Took leave today, and had a sleep early the nite before, because i had a long day at SCDF HQ doing system testing the whole day.

woke up by my father who thought that i am working today. back to sleep after telling him that i am on leave. woke up around 9+ in the morning. and thanks to ppl who sms-ed me over the night and some on the spot to wish me happy birthday. thank you very much.

met up with my sista for breakfast... before she went to work and thanks for the chocolate.

met up with raquel's in the morning to pass me present that she did by herself. omg.. i'm like hmm, very very surprised. thanks raq



i'm quite speechless man.. thanks once again

then went to have dinner with my parents. and hurried home as my sun nu told me that , she with my 2nd daug and another sun nu to come to my house for celebration.

ok.. so they came.. and played game. and as usual, my face is the damn red after drinking on losing out to games.

aiya, obviously, my daughter is taking revenge on what i did to her when we were in Eskibar. i spilled her drinks onto her. and now she broke my cup of glass in my house. :p haha

no wonder, there's a saying that n0t to offend girls.



ok, my little family

shortly after the cake-eating, all went home and , i'm left to clean up the mess..

Thur

Took leave also. went out with my sis to vivo, caught a movie. wanted to watch Andy Lau's new movie but we didn't know the english name for that and we watched Open Seasons. HMm, it's still not a bad movie, but dun watch it on weekends..



walked around in vivo and we headed to HarbourFront Starbucks to chit-chat before we headed seperate ways.

and my mood was dampened when my mum was nagging over, again, nothing and so this entry is kinda lousy.

but still, thanks to ppl who sms-ed me early throughout the days. thanks for the present, raq. thanks to sista's choco, thanks to my little family, thanks for the lunch, sis.

that's all..

ok.. here she's nagging again.. grr~