Special Day

Jennifer and Joshua surprisingly dropped a visit to my house to celebrate my birthday!! Omg, I'm so touched and shocked!!!

Anyway, really thanks a lot to them!



The birthday poppers from the East.


Ok, i apologise for that. I thought it was referring to me. I'm sorry for the misunderstanding. Anyway, just don't bothered about it anymore le.

I think it's wasted to give ur LS up. It was those CCA/activities that contribute to what happen on sunday, and of course, with my factor of seeing her as very very important person as well that disappointment that comes along with it.

2nd thing was. if u want to 'celebrate' my birthday, u can do so on sun, itself. Since ur programme is so tight-up, it's better than not giving me any ans when i popped "when will u celebrate mine?"

Ok, i want to retaliate, i am not putting fault nor trying to hint u that i have underlying meaning. i just want to remind you that to pay more attention and focus to people who love (any form of love) u dearly. Hmm, like ur bf. Ya.

Present-wise. If u think that the person will angry when u see it, then pls dun buy. It just doesn't seem logical to get the thing that the person will get angry. It's not about the monetary value of it that i am talking about.

Alright, i guess u know why am i down that day. I would like to stress that i wasn't angry coz i can't and i guess the reason was i treat you as one of closest (which then disappointment comes into play) where i only console myself that u only treat me as a normal friend.

Once again, sorry. to give u my silent treatment.

A new blog rises

Just to let all of you know. I kept a blog for my personal reflection and thoughts. I wouldn't say i am restricting to anyone.

If i am comfortable with people who requested, i shall then give.

Otherwise, when i say no in a lighter degree, pls do understand. Thanks a lot

Silliest Person on Earth

At a prize presentation today on its ever first worldwide presentation in Singapore.

Emcee: "After some deliberation by the judges panel, they seem to have a decision"

Taking the answer slip from the organizing staff.

Emcee: "Ok, look like we have an answer to it."

Emcee: "The first worldwide silliest person award goes to WEIDA!!"

Commenting on his congratulation speech after receiving the award from the hand of the emcee, he said:

"I'm very proud to receive this award. And that has to thanks to a lot, a lot of people who supported me by making me look like a fool unknowingly. It's a nice experiences to know that i have some abilities to be silly. Nonetheless, I have nobody to be blame for. Once again, I thank everybody for that."


Been working a lot these few days and want to know how it is like to be busy. Went out to work on wednesday and returned home the next day. Yes, you didn't see wrongly.

Look like i will get to enjoy such thing as time goes by.

Looking thing from my perspective. I only know that there are 2 kind of r/s with non-blood related beings and that is friends and husband/wife. No matter how close u are, how many names each other call, in the end, it's still friends and husband/wife.

Though i don't understand why she said she is keeping a distance away from me. It's not like i never show her any concern, and esp when i first asked a few times and only to get responses that is slightly longer than i had expected. Of course, needless to say about meeting up when sms can get days to response.

But what's the point of saying? Hope she realises that and not to repeat the same thing to her bf. I'm not angry or what. I'm just puzzled.

So, it was down to me that all of such thing turned out this way because expecting a bit higher and naturally disappointment comes in a bit deeper. Worst of all, i only manage to understand this so late in my life. thus the Award is rightfully MINE.

DON'T EVER THINK OF SNATCHING IT AWAY FROM ME. :)

List for items to get within 2 months

A couple of list of items for a poor guy to be accquire within 2 months are

A desktop computer, a casual belt, a watch, a jeans, a G2000 shirt, shoes & leather shoes

and probably will be shopping for a new FACE! haha

Ok, that's quite a lot of items.

Save well and buy that.

Luckily i got a G2000 coupon from joshua and i will be using that!

Summation of Nov with over-reacting

With the month of 30 days coming soon to an end, a monthly report is shown over here of what has happen over at the month of Nov.

Good Thing
First of all, I had my highest (up till now) gross salary of $2k.
Better control of driving car, to be specific, starting off
Known Aom for a year. (How fast, time can be~)
Lined up a series of job interviews. (but no successful job taken up)
Birthdays coming up. Madeline, Wee Chong, Royce, Anita, Jessica
YEAR-END HOLIDAY are knocking on my door!!
People like raquel and janice are always behind every down point of my life. (I owe a big thank-you to both of you)
And not to forget, Jennifer who bring sparks and a hurting-yet-sensible-word to my life as well.

Bad Thing
With a couple of good things, most unfortunately, there comes some bad thing as well.

3 things in 6 weeks. Hmm, that's average out of 1 every fornight.
Not going into what actually happened, but to say every incident had poked my heart real hard.
I think fate must be really playing me with a lot of fun. :)

A record of 5 pimples grew within a week. :(

An editor's note:

The below statement and thoughts are purely not act as a hint to a concerned person. It is just act as the editor's feelings.

I guess I must be expecting a lot thinking that I am more than her friend, but below her bf. After a wake-up call from jennifer, maybe i'm not high-placed as how i placed her in my priority list. With that, i feel so silly to think that i actually treat her so close. Eg: try to hurry and finish my work so I can meet her as early as possible. Sacrificing my time for her by accompany her almost 24/7 during her down period. And thinking back, I didn't do it for any ulterior motive.

I'm not blaming anyone, neither me nor her. It's not about whose fault over here. Just that different priorities set by different people. For me, I just chose to put it high than anyone else in my list.

Well, that's me; value these kind of thing. With 3 such almost similiar things happen in around 6 weeks time, I can only choose to be strong. But still, i dun want to lose her.

Time off

Hmm, i will not be coming online these few days.

So, guys, take care.

As well as me la.. Nursing from flu again.

SAM site detected!

Yet another new SAM site is detected on my face. The growth is quite unbelievable!!

Today is my lunar birthday! and my parents brought me out to eat! And guess what!

I saw No-No. Yes, i saw him! One of the taiwanese comedian. No doubt! He is here for the ABC stout beer commercial.

Ok. I will not be updating my blog tomorrow as tomorrow is a weekend. Which means, it's a non-working day, therefore i am not blogging!

I know it's lame. But I just want to re-create my lame-ness back into my blog after that feeling has been quite missing for a year.

So, catch this blog for Daily Reading (and smile) Digest!

Ok. I'm going for an interview tomorrow.

Should i tell the interviewer that i only intend to work 6 months, for a full-time perm job?

Anyway, it's quite a difficult place to go tomorrow.

Look like i am unable to get into Accenture as a perm. but experience with them as a temp can be quite good also.

Tomorrow is my Lunar Birthday!! :)

Alright.. that's all for today

Bloody Affairs & Pimples & IT

An incident in the morning leave me a bloody (not a very major 1) scene for me. I was shaving and the blade not me cut in the flesh just right below my lower lips. And the damn blood keep on flowing flowing for the past, i think, 1 hour.

Recently, i found a new missile on my face.

It has the capabilities to shoot, and it can only be planted from oily surface.

Features:

Surface: Situated on oily ground

Seen: Can be spotted at any oily surface. Ranges from head to toe

Firepower: Varies. Able to shoot between 2 cm to 1+ inches (when being pressurized squeeze)

Missile type: Varies. Came in different varient. From liquid state to missile type.


Able to guess what am i talking about?

Anyway, I am planting more of such "SAM" (Surface-to-Air Missile) on my face and it's pretty random places. I'm working hard to cut down these SAM on the oily surface.

And just on monday, i have 3 SAM being planted on my face in a single overnight mission. :(


I guess i should not think too much of it; thinking that it has any slightest possible chances to succeed, though i know it's pretty obvious that there is nothing to work out from.

I'm like stuck in between. To go or simply just lie low and dun let her know. Hmm, i'm pretty afraid of getting back the similar past experiences.

Hmmmmmm, or should i simply just dun think at all... when, coming to think of it, i am not thinking at all.

IT has just becoming complicated, hard when such thing knock onto my door.

Titleless

Received the results of HomeTeam Real Run results. Of course the timing isn't very impressive as it is my first ever run and I did not have much preparation.

My results:

#379 for MensOpen
#114 for HTNSMen

I think the timing for the MensOpen isn't very encouraging but not so for the HTNSMen standing. Whatever it is, just wanna get an improvement.

Went out on Deepavali to Marina Square for Kbox session cum buffet with ST, LM, KB, ZW, Elyn and a gal. We sang until like 10.45 pm and rushed home after that.

Friday work was ok. Went out with J then meet up with another J at the east side for chit chat session. Joined my sec sch friends afterwards for prata supper. Travelling from east to west can be quite long by bus. But I was hand-carrying a big package of donuts, therefore i thought the wiser thing was not to move around too much.

Hmm, on a personal point of view. I can be quite irritated by person who gives me lack or "forced-to-reply" kind of reply whenever i share my personnal thing with people. And i feel like "i'm not going to share anything with you the next time"

Ok, putting these things aside. I am going back to Old PA to continue my data verification "mission" over there and I will be very bored once again with all the things that i am going to do. Whatever it is, it can be quite sucky.

Tomorrow is my driving lesson. Shall see how everything go. Hopefully i have no problem with my starting off. Biting point is sort of settled now.

Ehhh, i don't know what else to write.

Sick.. Sick-ing in process

My DNA has been quite a weak one. Raining continous for the 1st 2 days and i'm down with flu. Been carrying the Flu virus for another 2 days and then today, I am hit with Fever virus.

Luckily for me, tomorrow is Deepavali so i am taking this chance to take a rest.

I don't know what else to say.. Just feel that my life is a bit empty.

Trivial - Did you know?!

I might be a property tycoon controlling a very precious land in Holland V.

Yes, you didn't see wrongly, Holland V.

The chance came from my grandparents' generation. According to my parents, they were one of the few who actually lived there. The land was, of course, big and vacant and plenty of for everyone to share.

In the past, no one own the land, not even the govt, until one control it by rounding or fencing the area he/she wants.

Then my grandparents, being one of the few residents over there, did not actually make use of that chance to grab the land over there.

So when the govt plans to develop the area, they just stormed in and grab the area. getting the free land and buy the plot of land where residents fenced up.

Otherwise, i might be challenging against CapitaLand

Hello

Hello, once again. I'm desperately wanting to get my salary into my bank account, after a recent spending these few weeks on sponsoring my bro's birthday party, and expensive driving lesson fees and some "comestic" sessions and products.

Other topic on hand was; I knew of a gal, like nearly a month ago, that her characters I was looking for and i kind of attracted to it. On the other hand was my gut feeling told me it can never come true, therefore I dun think i will want to reveal or even do anything else.

I just revive my laptop with a new wireless usb adapter to enhance the inability to capture wireless signal even at home environment.

Will be going to the east side once again tonight to celebrate a birthday event.

I am going back to Old PA from mon to wed to get some work done for my job.

Life is still good other than in r/s side which i think will complete my life expectation, as of now. Whatever it is, my concern and focus will be education and "career".