The mindset is not right yet

After 7 weeks being together, it seemed that her mindset is still not right.

Lim called her this afternoon and it seemed that she has a mini quarrel about me and G. And surprising to me, it seemed that G is very unwillingly to forget abt him.. she was so fed up with the quarreling and she told him 你是不是要我离开你?

And this shows a problem that hasn't been able to resolve yet. Dejected.. really dejected

Ready.. standing-by

I don't want to be made to look like a fool. I think I am ready to walk out from her indecisiveness, though the process is not easy

Accepting

How am I going to accept a person who likes 2 person?

Cold-hearted

She asked qns abt concerning herself and a singaporean girl. Does she mean she wants to ended this relationship with me?

Forget it le. I am not going to fight for her anymore. I shall drift along. Play by ear..

Noncommittal

Good weekend with G. A complicated personal life. I'm glad that she shedded more about the other guy's stuff with me such as text, calls, etc.. but still, I'm trying hard to accept the existence that some other guy is still after her, as well as him existing in her heart. She told me thst the guy had been pestering her on SMS and calls asking her to meet up on sun nite. She did seek for my permission and I rejected but I really wondered whether she really stayed at home or met up with him.

But wait, weida, I thought u said u are noncommittal to this matter anymore? And that you allow this matter to 'rot' on its own?

Letting it go subtly

G obviously hasn't forget him. G clearly neglects her role as a girlfriend and the meaning of meeting him brings hurt to me. Not being selfish here, but the timing and purpose of meeting him destabilise our relationship (if our relationship is meaningful to her). G refuses to answer why she still wants to meet him for.

I'm pondering, really pondering for the next move. And I can sense it coming real soon