Weekend decision

What should I do after this weekend? Should we be friend first for her to really allow her to consider her decision? Or to leave this status as current?

This must be a joke

Year 2013 proves to be an interesting yet wicked year in the area of love life. It is the year where I learnt a lot of intangible things but the learning curves weren't easy. There are things that are good, while there are some that are bad (of course the bad outweighs the good).

Anyway, to come back to the main point.. I've known 3 girls that I am attracted this year. Whether am in poor luck or is it some kind of joke that Providence is playing on me.. and of all the 3 girls that I am attracted to, the common thing they have in them is that there are always a guy who appear out of nowhere to make life difficult (Or probably I'm just not good enough). I can't take it lying down. Treat them with genuine heart, etc.. I remembered my colleague telling me that I need to come out with schemes to woo but I am too honest, too clean. Weida: "And oh, did I just say good guy finish last? Ya, I'm that of guy"

Wrapping up:

Well, is it worth to fight a losing battle regarding to the matter of heart?
心 • 真的是在我这里吗? 
Determined or stupidity?