Sccumbled

Hi all, once again i decided to postpone what i wanted to say again.

Hmm, life's on the whole is good at the moment. The thai trip has once again hit with a bit of problems but gonna see how it goes from now.

Down with flu and probably fever with the erroneous weather of hot and cold temperature. Hopefully i will recover fast.

talk about something that surfaced while chatting with lek meng on msn a couple of days ago, it's something that a person being used, etc..

I dun know what to say and I dun know how to say it out. It has become like a loser in me when all these are shared out.

Hmm, I'm in a contradict mood. I don't understand how a person whom u actually interact and then suddenly turn her back on you. The only reason i thought that she had enough 'fun' with you and found you that you dun have any entertainment value.

I got the last straw. The whole episode told me that not to listen to people readily. It's not that I dun have a mind of my own, it's just that it's time for me to do some talking.

I will still be happily help out people who seeks it but at the end of the day, I will decide who to and who not to help.

Yes, i know i had repeated these in the past and now i am still in the same shit; back to square 1. Hopefully this time round, i will make it happen.

I will certainly make a couple of quiet choices; like what those people are capable to do.

SO, YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE, though not a single one of them will take a look over at this site. If i find excuses not to chat much with you, you got it.

I hate to core of such things; it's like you are ok with ur life, then u forgot the ppl prior to that and then continue ur life journey without putting those ppl in ur memories. blah blah.

If anyone who is reading this, can't get a chip of it, congrats to u as you are not in such kind of situation, but if you do, pls dun sympathize or pity me as I am attempting to get over with all these. Encourage me instead. thanks

And people who I am avoiding and happened to read this blog, pls don't think that's my problem as i tried all ways to "re-activate" it. Pls kindly do ur part in self-reflection as well as it is not fair to say, why weida did that to me.

And my damn brother is accquiring all kind of shits online and is going one day put me into legal trouble and most importantly, he is monopolizing the bandwidth!!