Again, Again
Pre-empting to be busy in the coming days, here am i posting some entries.
This entry will be i guess full of emotion within me and i treat this as a self-reflection. and i was thinking of writing a controversial entry for the next one. see how daring i am.
Start off with a bit of off-the-track of the current theme. I am possibly and seriously thinking of canceling my thai trip this coming july as the fees that i am going to spend after matching with the best possible time and date, a total of S$357.98. And that was so much expensive compared to the previous trip that i went. But again, it is a 60-40 thing and everything is still possible.
Ok, appetizer has ended. Starting with the main course..
Since the appetizer was talking about thai and it sure, for the main course, that some thai element is involved in this main dish. No doubt.
Actually, i'm talking about the relationship element. Seriously i'm thinking that i am very lousy in handling all kind of relationships even as friends. I'm also utterly gutted by it. Though i am not rushing to get one, but that set you thinking. I am now not interested to pursue anyone even if i am interested coz i have no confidence of even considering going into it.
Other than some and selective friends, of course putting aside blood-related relationships, there isn't other kind of relationship(s) that i am able to maintain well.
I'm out to the society to work now and i am exposed to more and more weakness than i initially expected. I'm so stressed at work that, for the 1st time in my life, woke up in the middle of the night for every working day and worry about the job stuff that i am going to face, then find it difficult to sleep.
Again, work apart, like it's just a drink when one is consuming a main dish. I'm just treating it as a very nature course. Unless someone told me that she likes me, otherwise i wouldn't make any move. I'm sick of the whole process; call me a loser for all i care, just that i lost the confidence.
Ok, I think that's all for the main course. Come the desserts.
To end up this entry, let me reveal the agenda of next topic. The general clue is that it is something related to the main dish with the personnel involved!
So, readers, just wait! (provided if i have the time and the gut)
This entry will be i guess full of emotion within me and i treat this as a self-reflection. and i was thinking of writing a controversial entry for the next one. see how daring i am.
Start off with a bit of off-the-track of the current theme. I am possibly and seriously thinking of canceling my thai trip this coming july as the fees that i am going to spend after matching with the best possible time and date, a total of S$357.98. And that was so much expensive compared to the previous trip that i went. But again, it is a 60-40 thing and everything is still possible.
Ok, appetizer has ended. Starting with the main course..
Since the appetizer was talking about thai and it sure, for the main course, that some thai element is involved in this main dish. No doubt.
Actually, i'm talking about the relationship element. Seriously i'm thinking that i am very lousy in handling all kind of relationships even as friends. I'm also utterly gutted by it. Though i am not rushing to get one, but that set you thinking. I am now not interested to pursue anyone even if i am interested coz i have no confidence of even considering going into it.
Other than some and selective friends, of course putting aside blood-related relationships, there isn't other kind of relationship(s) that i am able to maintain well.
I'm out to the society to work now and i am exposed to more and more weakness than i initially expected. I'm so stressed at work that, for the 1st time in my life, woke up in the middle of the night for every working day and worry about the job stuff that i am going to face, then find it difficult to sleep.
Again, work apart, like it's just a drink when one is consuming a main dish. I'm just treating it as a very nature course. Unless someone told me that she likes me, otherwise i wouldn't make any move. I'm sick of the whole process; call me a loser for all i care, just that i lost the confidence.
Ok, I think that's all for the main course. Come the desserts.
To end up this entry, let me reveal the agenda of next topic. The general clue is that it is something related to the main dish with the personnel involved!
So, readers, just wait! (provided if i have the time and the gut)
posted by James Bob at 10:19 pm
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