ha.. freak.. wanted to blog.. but helping my mother to do some errands.. and after finishing it, i forgot what i wanna write..

hmm.. never mind.. just say one by one.. maybe it will come out eventually...

let's talk about depression over here....

i dun know how depression gonna start.. but i suspect and anaylsed that it gotta do with your character/personality..
ppl with a strong sense of urgency, impatient, a sense of wanting to win others, perfectionism (or rather a perfectionist) contribute to Depression. and of course.. to aid in their agony, maybe the stress level may speed up depression.
Have the tedency to commit suicide,
got flared up easily with the things that doesn't see eye to eye for you.
stress up & start to get angry over small thing in which it can be solved @ some later time or some simple solution


Depression, according to doc, can be cured. If anyone of you find urself (or anyone close to you) with the above characters, pls seek medical help ASAP. this will aid in ur recovery faster. It can be dragged on to not only the victim's life, but also the ppl around you. ur partner, parents, children.. etc..

and their life will be affected by ur actions. General ppl suffering from depression will always want to commit suicide, and the constant threat of this definately add up to the stress of ppl ard u. and in the long run, these ppl will be under a lot of mental stress, and who knows.. might also develop depression. i'm not a doctor.. i'm just a person who going through all these, in which i think is unfair. So, reader if u think u are suffering from one, pls seek medical attention. This isn't shameless thing to do. if u dun wish to let the ppl ard u to suffer unneccessary, unjust, then seek medical attention.

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today was a peaceful day. my supervisor interviewed me asking me whether i am happy with my finance. i told my colleagues that i wanna have more savings, and he reflected to our supervisor. nice and caring colleague i have. My supervisor checked the stuff for me whether i'm eligible for FA. and well.. sorry nope! haha.. we got 3 TVs. though we got 2 for free. hi-fi system, 3 hps, no loan from bank to finance anything, laptop, computer, 4-room flat, and lastly CREDIT CARD.. haha.. think the grant allowed is as good as 0%. dun be mistaken, my intention wasn't to get the money to buy anything, but to save up for my studies.

nevertheless, i think the govt should grant $50 for administrative allowance. it has its own fatique and stress. =) hopefully Mr Lee Hsien Loong is reading it.

had a quiet day in the office. nothing much to do. trying to learn the trade ASAP.

Your Birthdate: November 29

You have the mind of an artist, even if you haven't developed the talent yet. Expressive and aware, you enjoy finding new ways to share your feelings. You often feel like you don't fit in - especially in traditional environments. You have big dreams. The problem is putting those dreams into action. Your strength: Your vivid imagination Your weakness: Fear of failure Your power color: Coral Your power symbol: Oval Your power month: November (ehh isn't it lame)

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