Thai

I think i still sccumbled my thai "spirit" in me.

After hearing thai languages and the thai in front of me for 2 hours yesterday, I was happily imaging myself to be in thailand.

Sigh.

I hate myself for being that. Those who know the history. It is not about thailand that i hate, it's something related with it.


It's so amazing that everything was not cleanly deleted, after nearly 2 years. Even in the midst of an occupied mind. Though it wasn't a very deep thought. I wonder how long more I need to forget about these totally.